Overwhelming.
About 4 years ago, when I was about 17, a bunch of us from Shotgun Start and a few other people from other bands were gathered at Bryan's (lead guitarist of Shotgun Start) place for drinks. It was a fun night.
I remember clearly one easy-going guy who seemed so full of laughter. Over the years I see him here and there, still the same, still jovial.
Today I find out that he's passed during a military training.
It's like a "death-picking Singapore lottery". Why do people just die in army?